When i was 12 years old I had big problems at school.With my parents things were not good at all .. my only joy was a friend of mine wich i was playing in every sunday games on a playstation.
It was such a nice time when i was with him, time was passing by so fast and sometimes we didn’t even eat anything until night was coming.
In a sunday afternoon we were in my room talking about our colegues , he asked me if he can kiss me and we kissed and we bouth were stunned of what happened, we were just 2 boys that felt something for each other.After 2 weeks we start getting naked and sucking .. and fucking oh boy it was like in heaven, we really didn’t care about anyone else we were just the two of us.
This relationship end when i was 18, he had to fly to England to a college and we argue big time and now i still miss him ..
Now at 25 i realise how important is to be natural, to be yoursel to act as you fell like, never look arround you and copy things from others BE YOU.
Last year i made the confesion to my parents friends and work colegues that i am gay, that i love boys and you have no idea how happy i am right now , that i can be what i always wanted.I didn’t come out shy or hiding after fingers, i came out proud of what i am, why on earth to be ashamed of what you really are??
Being gay is not easy for some but my advice for everyone is to be happy of what you are, to be proud and say to everyone , talking and sharing will always work, don’t hide your feelings and your personality.
I have been involved in few more relations since my first love, but i regret even today that we argued so bad and since 7 years i know nothing about Steve…thats why i want to incurage everyone of ya live the moment and you know how they say: “If you don’t say your thoughts, they will remain unsayed” … talk, love and be happy , we have a life we want to live and not regret!
“Don’t walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don’t walk behind me; I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.”


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